Friday, February 12, 2010

The Biggest Challenge Ever

Dear hope, trust and wonder...

Today I've just received a conditional offer from the Imperial College London...
Alhamdulillah... but the requirement is quite high...
total points of 39 with 7 in physics, 6 in maths and 6 in chemistry...
will I make it?

Okay..that means I have to, by hook or by crook, work hard to achieve my dream...
correction...my family's dream...
No more sleeping at 11 o'clock...
or maybe can but with a condition that I have to wake up early...
Plus...revision every week or day...
Plus...exercise...
Plus...solat hajat...
Plus...self-confidence...
Plus...continuous motivation and inspiration...

The gift from God always come with challenge...
It always come in pair...yeah
Guess I have to try my best...
Luckily I am already banned from facebooking...
At least I now have time to do more revision...
After giving full effort, other things to do is to count on God to grant my wish...
InsyaAllah...have to believe in myself...
Hope Allah will help me through all this...
And He always knows what is best...
So I leave the matter to Him...
Meanwhile, I'll do my part to keep on trying...

Monday, February 1, 2010

Sweet and Bitter...




Today is the first day I had my Math class blocking.
I am in group A but am not really good in Math though.
Everything was so fast, as fast as the tornado speed, during answering question
I was only about to attempted the second question when teacher said "let's look at number 3"
Pheww, I guess this is the actual speed I need during the exam so that I would have time to check my answers...but again I am such a careless person...
speeding would give something like more and more careless mistake...?
Now I feel worried...worried if I couldn't manage to catch up...
Plus, I am the only girl from my class to be in Class A...
So it was like the first day at school having me to make new friends...(as I am quite a shy, quiet and peaceful type)
Oh God, help me through all these
I know that if Allah brings me to this, He will definitely bring me through this

Enough about my Math class...now my Malay class
nah nothing special except that today is Encik Azha birthday
So we celebrated together and my classmates bought a blueberry cheese cake which is considered as one of my favourite cakes...
Haha...but I was fasting...replacing the one I left...
Luckily I have a strong Iman and will to continue fasting...
If not, I would definitely had stuffed the whole pice of cake into my mouth...yummy..hehe
Okay, now I feel like eating cake...does anyone out there feeling like buying me cake?
(Long pause....no answer)
Fine, I'll get my own then...

Talking about cakes remind me of the cakes that I love so much
Banana Choc, Strawberry choc, Black Forest, New York Cheese, Choc Cheese, Blueberry Cheese, Chocolate Indulgence...err now I feel like I love all secret recipe's cake...hehe
I love cakes and ice-cream so much...they are my sweetheart...
I guess that's why I am chubby...hehe
My sisters are also like me...we often have our leisure time spent on indulging in the tempting delightful taste of cakes and ice-creams...

Well, life is always full with sweet and bitter memories
I guess I should just go on with this
What else could make life more enjoyable than the up and downs of the life?