My faith needs repair

Dear hope,trust and wonder

I guess Satan has done a good job by making me forget about The One

Satan makes me forget about the fate that has be destined by God

Satan makes me forget to turn to God every time i feel like losing my faith..

every time i feel down

Satan makes me too preoccupied thinking about human's love...and somehow forget about His love

I only remember God when I've got something that is so valuable, meaningful to me...something that makes me happy

But when something that is sad happens, I try to question God without realizing my actual position...

When in fact, He knows better than I do... and Allah sure has a better plan for me

It's just that I didn't realize it...

So now that I'm back to reality, I guess I have to work more on strengthening my faith, my belief

so that if the same thing happens i future,I will be better prepared

and will always remember that Allah will always be by my side

and Allah's is the only thing that I need..plus with Prophet's love

Mum's Dad's Sis's......

other than that, that's just part of Satan's game

and I don't want to play game anymore...

Allah...guide me in this journey of life

that sure has a lot of challenges and difficulties

give me the strength that I need

for I want always to live in the light of Islam...