The spring term has just ended, yet I don't feel excited or thrilled at all. For the whole day today, when everyone was so looking forward for the holiday, I lost in my own thought...though I don't know very well what has been in my mind lately.
Tomorrow is going to be a very busy day for me. Two appointments in one day and need to do some cooking as well. Will be travelling from one end of London to the other end by tube. Am so looking forward and I hope the journey to Walthamstow Central won't be too crowded. I would definitely love to have a rather peaceful journey on my own to give me a space to play with my own thoughts. To understand what has been going on lately.
5 weeks of holiday yet there are about 11 to 12 subjects need to be revised. Studying has been hard lately...yet people still say that my course is nothing. Yet they still say it's the same as other courses. Here in our department, we don't get a study week at all. What even more, right after the exam finishes, there will be a WetLab session.
Life here has been really hard for me...yet I don't get to see myself improve in anything...I'm just getting lost and lost again day by day...I wish I could get to a place where I can scream to my heart's content....
I feel suffocated...it's too stuffy here :(
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