I wish....

Recently, I feel so worried and upset

This is due to the conditional offer from university that I've just received

Only one...MEng in Chemical Engineering in Manchester...

This choice is actually my fourth choice after Imperial, Sheffield and Birmingham...

Because the three universities I've applied are for MEng in Biomedical Engineering...

One of my friend already received conditional offer to further studies in Sheffield

But I haven't got my reply yet

Is my destiny to be at Manchester doing Chem Eng?

Oh God...If that is my destiny, I would just accept it gratefully...

But I still wish to go to Imperial or Sheffield...

I don't wanna be apart from my elder sister anymore

I can't bear crying again whenever we are to be apart

Please God...test me in other fields but not in my education

Please God, show me where I best belong to...

Again... I am hoping, trusting and wondering