Try Sleeping With A Broken Heart

Why don't we know how to be grateful for every goodness present in front of us?

Why can't we love those who love us?

Me too...i never know how to appreciate anyone who is there for me

but instead looking for someone else to be beside

People who love me treat me nicely but how did I repay them?

I make them disappointed...

One is always there no matter what happens...even we had gone through few arguments, he always pretends that there's nothing happens

He calls me princess,

He treats me nicely,

He makes me calm when the one I loved left me,

He makes me feel so special and appreciated,

He wished me before my birthday, on my birthday and after my birthday

and makes me feel like everyday is my birthday

He has been there since I was in form 2

and his smile is the most special thing about him

The sweetest thing about him is that he is now struggling with his studies because he said he wanna be with me in UK...and he even said he wanna be there to send me off to board my plane to UK

I am not sure if he's gonna make it but deep down in my heart, I said maybe I should accept him one day if he could make it as I wanna make him feel his efforts are worthy

And there are few others that have just appear in my life...but have not yet been very significant in my life

Maybe it is best to be just friends...because we all never knows what is to happen in future.

Maybe now we can easily say that we can be faithful to the one we love

Maybe now we can say that we trust the long-distance-relationship

Maybe now we can say that the one we love is very special to us

But when the time that someone else appears in our lives arrives

All the words

All the promises

All the sweet talks

All the hopes

We gave once

Will become dust

And blown away

Just like that

How far can we hold to our heart?

How hard can we try to be faithful?

How long can we love "the special one"?

How strong can our hearts be to resist outsiders?

Ask that question to ourselves

And let our hearts answer it

Don't let ourselves drown in the fake love thing

Search carefully if we need to

Never let our heart being broken again for the second time

Always turn to God to help guiding us in our journey searching for the one

And always remember only God's love is eternal

"So tonight, I'm gonna find a way to make it without you

Have you ever tried sleeping with a broken heart?

Well, you could try sleeping on my bed

Anybody could've told you right from the start

It's about to fall apart

So rather than to hold on to a broken dream

Or to just hold on to love

I'll make it without you"